If your lips touched mine

Dressing up at work last night was interesting. Giving out mince pies, doing lots of talking, and smiling. Super tired by the end of my shift.
Enjoying seeing frost on the leaves in the morning. I don't like the cold, but it's all so pretty. Feeling better about life. Need to keep strong and carry on. I still believe that everything happens for a reason. Good and bad. So, just need to keep smiling and being me...and not forgetting who I am.

Recently in Nicola's life

So things change. Thats just the way life is. You think something is so perfect and awesome, and then out of nowhere it changes. No reason why. Nothing is explained. And that's what hurts the most.
And you wish it didn't, and things could be fine. Like they were. But that's not meant to happen.
I am feeling better now, I have my voice back. Which is always a good thing. I have been listening to lots of music, going to friend's boyfriend's gigs, buying Christmas presents, taking photos, painting, nights with best friends, planning secret Santa at work, missing America and my family, buying smaller dresses, writing letters, and just trying to carry on.

All I can do is whisper...

I am feeling worried and sick. I don't want to feel like this. I just want things to just be normal again. Sigh. How annoying.
I really need ice cream. Like lots. And not because I feel like this, it's because I am losing my voice. Trying to talk to customers at work today was an experience.
I have this feeling this post may never actually be posted..or I will just delete it. It's just helping me to type all this out.
*update* currently listening to Two Door Cinema Club, and they are making me smile. What will be, will be.

Argh

Currently feeling pants.
Stupid sore throat and rather annoyed.
I hate feeling like this.

*sigh*

I am a crappy blogger.
Lots have been happening, I don't really know where to start.
Feeling very happy at the moment, and that's always a good thing.