All I can do is whisper...

I am feeling worried and sick. I don't want to feel like this. I just want things to just be normal again. Sigh. How annoying.
I really need ice cream. Like lots. And not because I feel like this, it's because I am losing my voice. Trying to talk to customers at work today was an experience.
I have this feeling this post may never actually be posted..or I will just delete it. It's just helping me to type all this out.
*update* currently listening to Two Door Cinema Club, and they are making me smile. What will be, will be.

Argh

Currently feeling pants.
Stupid sore throat and rather annoyed.
I hate feeling like this.

*sigh*

I am a crappy blogger.
Lots have been happening, I don't really know where to start.
Feeling very happy at the moment, and that's always a good thing.

Nice to meet you after all this time!

So I just had the greatest weekend. I went to London on the Saturday for EMS, where Matt Smith was there signing for the day. He was so lovey. He greeted everyone with the same giant 'hello' and smile. When queuing up for my photo shoot with him, when the queue got into the room, a kinda squealed out loud. He is so cute/hot in real life. Plus, he kept playing with his hair. He is lovely. I love him lots.

It was fun to hang out with my friends too. Lots of laughs, seeing people, catching up was had. Plus meeting new friends...which was very good indeed. More on this sometime soon.

Then yesterday the tickets for Glastonbury went on sale. I got a ticket! They sold out in a record 1hr 40mins this year! It was crazy. Last year the website was much better, it felt like it couldn't handle the demand this year. So I have that to look forward to next year. I missed not going this year. Super happy right now.

Yeah.

So ever since I developed my disposable camera, so many memories have been floating around in my head. Shelby asking me to say certain words, Maggie repeating words I had said in a British accent, Mayte making me laugh all the time---like all the time, loving and really listening to Amy and Natalie's voices---because they are just so perfect, Dillion singing while driving his car, and the cute way Lina says my name.

I miss everyone too much. I know we are all so far away from each other...but I hate how far away I am. I can't just get on a short plane ride, or drive to see any of them. I live in another bloody county. It hurts to be away from your family, when all you wanna do it sit together and talk.