Stupid thoughts

So much has been going through my head at the moment. I am questioning everything. And it's quite annoying.
What am I doing?! Like, really. Life is too short to just be making do. I need to just go for these things.
The only plus of all this, is that I have felt the true love from all of my friends near and far away. This means so much to me. They mean the world to me.

New year...let's go

So I need to be more creative. Well, I have been surrounding myself with super creative people, so I hope this helps. I want to paint and draw again. I have not really been arty in a long time. Instagram is my only creative outlook...and that's bad. Well, actually so is my moleskine. I will change this.

A happy new year

So, I really have not blogged in a while. I feel like Instagram and twitter are so much quicker. But, I am so thankful for my blog and what wonderful things have happened because of it, I must keep blogging. And get back to normal.
So Christmas and new year were busy. Worked most of Christmas, which was a shame, but nothing new. 2012 was a perfect year. I met so many wonderful people, who now are my dear friends. Going to America still makes me smile. And also want to cry a little. I just remember sitting at the cove eating s'mores, and feeling so happy. Sigh. Perfect.

Post Con-blues

So it's nearly Christmas! That's mega insane. This time last week I was having the best time. When to a Doctor Who convention where both David Tennant and Billie Piper were attending. I don't think I can even explain how nervous and excited I was to see Billie. She's always been my favourite. She was just wonderful. It was all a little bit of a blur. But I remember her being so lovely and polite, happy to meet you, and lots of smiling. Sigh. It was perfect. Seeing David again was just the same, just didn't know what to say to him...just he's too perfect right? So much I would love to say, but didn't. Eve Myles was also at the con. I had a lovely really long chat with her about the play she did with Zach Braff. I told her how much l loved the play, and wished I could of spoken to her after the show. I also said she did his work justice. Which then lead her on to tell me this long story about how Zach didn't realise she was welsh, and he cast her thinking she was British. Lots of Zach impressions later, still talking, and then signing my programme like twice...just because she's that awesome.
Although I now have a con-cold, I am trying to remain happy. This cold is making me feel super pants and rubbish, but thinking about last weekend makes it all worth while. I have met Billie...oh my goodness, I still can't believe it.

Wrap up warm

Today has been a blur. It's gone by really fast, even though I had a longer shift at work. The weather is rather cold at the moment. I am feeling it. I am drinking more tea, more blankets on my bed, wearing socks and leggings with my pjs, and even a giant jumper, and wrapping up with my scarf and gloves.