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at the moment i crave adventure...like really crave it. i have been watching the glee project...i am so in love with everyone in the show!! Cameron is my favourite, and i kinda like Lindsay. also, i have the need to go see the new hp film. i have not seen it yet due to stupid hours at work...and this week i have even more crazy hours, like finishing at 2am. i think the cinema should show hp at 2am in the morning...at least i would get to see it then.

do you?

it was the royal wedding the other day, and i had to work. it pretty much sums up my life at the moment. i got to see Kate get out of the car in her beautiful dress...but that was it. of course when i got in i watched it on the news, read about it in the papers afterwards, but lets be honest, its never gonna be the same as watching it happen at the very moment its happening.

i am also really getting fed up of being spoken to like i am a little kid, or someone that doesn't know much, when i am not a kid and i do know a lot! why do people feel the need to speak down to you?blah. i need some happiness.

300

so its my 300th post...nothing really super amazing is gonna happen in this post, and i guess that makes me sad. i wanted to do something fantastic, but really couldn't think what to say or do. but i do wanna say that i love all my blogging friends, love you all.went back to work today, after my birthday week off. i felt really weird this morning. i felt ill, sick, and really worried. i have never felt like that before about going to work...it kinda reminded me of how i used to feel about going to school sometimes when i was younger...so weird. but when i got to work, it was great. people at work said they missed me, so that was nice...plus extra birthday presents. oh, and having the new doctor who episode chats with lots of different people at work.

in other news, i need to start writing and sending out my thank your cards.

where does time go?

so recently i have not been sleeping very well...i am not sure why. maybe stress? works been a bit crazy still...ah i don't know, it could be anything. first odd/weird dreams, now no sleep at all. so because i have not been sleeping much, i have been drawing, drawing characters from scott pilgrim, reading, playing my old gameboy, listening to alex day, looking at old photos, and writing letters.

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i have a new sketch book, and want to fill it up, i just need some creative ideas.

blah...i think i have lost the arty part of my brain to normal everyday work stuff.

i want/need it back.

adventure wanted

arrrggggghhhhhh.

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ok. work is kinda crazy at the moment, you can't do right for doing wrong...and that sucks. you know when you all band together, and you try so hard to get everything done, and done right..and you all think its alright...but then your boss comes in, and its ALL WRONG. so that means you all have to come in and do more really late shifts, and do more work so you can then be told its wrong. hopefully work will get better. everyones stressed. which, it probably why everyone is feeling like this. i do feel that i live at work at the moment. i need something creative to help my head. need to write more letters, send more packages to far-away-friends, i need to take more photos, watch more movies, listen to more music, just get out and be free for a bit.

ahhh this post sucks. i want the normal me back.

You gotta find your Death Star...

the sky was beautiful this evening.

today has been quite nice. i have been working pretty non stop at work recently, and its been quite good. it was nice to come home this afternoon and just chill out. sat in my tidy room and watched a few dvds out of my 'must watch very soon' pile. i watched fanboys yesterday, which i re-watched today, i am in love with it, made me happy to be a star wars fan, it was such an emotional movie, very funny and just really cool. Kristen bell was a genius as always, and jay baruchel turned out to be the cutest nerd on the planet. and i have fallen in love with Dan fogler after this movie, i wasn't a fan of his before, but i am now...ps he has awesome hair. nerdy guys driving around quoting star wars, now that's my kinda movie.

the other movie i watched today was gentlemen broncos. i have waited such a long time for this movie, as they never showed this movie in my cinema as well. and, it was a tad odd, but my kinda odd. its from the same people as Napoleon dynamite, so you can guess what type of movie it is. Michael angarano was really good, he plays such a sad character, with a lot of heart. the ending to this movie made me shout yes out loud, its a good movie, go watch it if you haven't already. i eat mint and vanilla ice cream today. it tasted like toothpaste...and i cant work out if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

geronimo indeed

i have been packing today, and sorting out stuff i need to take for my work trip to bridgwater, i am really looking forward to it...but also a little worried, and that i hope i make friends and have a good time.i got the coolest thing in the post yesterday, i got a signed photo from karen gillan! its awesome! and made my morning. last night i had a few friends round and we watched the eurovision, it was such a fun filled night. laughing, making flags, it was nice to just chill out and have some fun. after my friends went home i ended up catching up with doctor who...oh dear...oh rory!!...it made me upset and annoyed.my brain is a little crazy at the moment with late night phone calls, and odd messages...just need sometime to think. i am looking forward to escaping for a while.

i wanna be jesse's girl....

i had an odd weekend filled with random chats, people getting upset, feeling angry, feeling sad, late night walks home, watching the sun rise, doctor who filled Saturday and other things. the sky photo was taken very early Sunday morning, and the sky was beautiful. on Tuesday i brought the coolest book in a charity shop, its a guide to old Kodak camera's---its really old, and the photos are amazing.today at work i was given my train tickets and hotel information for my trip to bridgwater. i am really looking forward to meeting lots of new people. plus i will be helping put all the new mannequins and other visual bits and pieces together, plus setting up the new store. its gonna be hard work, ten days straight work, but i do think it will be good experience and i will have fun...well hopefully! at the moment i am also getting excited because next week i am going to see flight of the conchords in London with my sister! i cannot wait! plus also i have Glastonbury to look forward to next month. i have got most of my stuff for it, we brought a tent the other day, but i am trying to work out who i really wanna see. i think i have come to the conclusion that we will wing it, and just see whats on, when they are on, but i must must see broken bells. oh also currently all i am listening to are songs from glee...run joey run is my favorite, plus Jessie's girl. i love Jesse, aka Jonathan groff so much! he is awesome.

its too late to change your mind

so today i went for a little car ride with my friend Mandy. but wished my dear friend Charlotte could have come as well. i got so ultra cool bits and pieces today. i hunted through boxes of records in charity shops, got served by a rather hot waiter in a cute cafe, had the best sandwich ever, got a text from a friend saying that they had seen me...but didn't come over and say hello..(very weird), brought a giant backpack for Glastonbury, brought a giant sock monkey, brought doctor who stickers, brought sweets from a amazing sweet shop, had a giant cup of tea, got a text saying we have a tent, and now getting confused by certain people.

you know how i feel

today has been a funny old day. my head seems to be up in the clouds at the moment, not really thinking about anything to much...i am not sure if that is a good thing. lots of really random and weird things have been happening to me lately....its kinda odd and its kinda neat. its been such a wonderful day today, lovely and sunny...and i spent all day at work. blah! normally i would start at 7 and then be out by lunch time. today i started at 11ish and didn't get out until 6. it was a lovely evening out on the way home, so i did get to enjoy some of the sun.

i am now off to write fan letters to Matt smith and Karen gillan...like you do! :)

always knew our fate

the past few days have been rather odd. i got post everyday for 5 days in a row. i thought that was kinda cool. i am currently working on replies, i am trying to be as fast as i can with the replies, so you know who you are, won't be long! i received some amazing gifts this week, which included a doctor pepper decoration made from a can from sophia---which is fab! and a little green dude called 'Bernard III' from amy, she makes these ultra cool little creatures! he feels right at home in my room with all my other odd creatures. and jane sent me the coolest letter filled with her very own zine--which was genius, she is a wonderful artist.

the week just gone consisted of letters, rock cakes, glitter party, dancing, seeing friends, work. plus, happy 23rd birthday mandy!!! after such a controversial day about style and dress sense at work it nice to come home and chill out. i am in the mood for watching more buffy. at the moment i am watching the all the seasons from the start. i am currently on 5. ah, it makes me feel like a little kid again. i used/still have a mega crush on nicholas brendon aka xander harris and oz aka seth green. man, they are both super hot!---yay for nerdy boys. i am going to sit and draw and finish you letters. enjoy the rest of this rainy day. image from here

Cybertron is a fictional planet

i am not very well. i feel so ill...life sucks.

i heart

i am so happy to be typing these words into this post. i really need to get back into the swing of blogging, its kinda gone out of the window recently, and that makes me sad. life feels all over the place at the moment, i miss my best friends, i miss just hanging out and talking, i miss going to the cinema, i miss making art...and that's the thing that hurts most of all.

anyway, you know that feeling you get when you really miss something, and it feels odd that you miss it?---that's how i am feeling. its driving me crazy. i heart...comic books.

live long and prosper

yay for having time to blog!---i feel like i have been running around all week! haha. crazy times! sorry about the lack of posting, i wanted to post more this year..hmmm that's going well! i have been to London looking at art, taking photos, reading, having long and really important chats, looking at things i wanna spend next months wages on, getting tickets, buying comics with my lovely geeky friend S, drawing--filling up my moleskin that i got for Xmas, checking out hot-beardy men, and working. I love my job, i love the people i work with, but sometimes i have no faith in myself at all!----the lovely lady that trained me in my vm stuff was coming in to do the whole store check and i just got so worried i was doing everything wrong, i freaked myself out. when i saw her, she said i was doing a good job...aaah stupid me!wanting: mail/post. looking forward to: bowling night on sunday. need: my hair cut and dyed.

i hope everyone is wonderful!

inside

inside. today was interesting. i have not been feeling that great at the moment. today has consisted of drawings, surprise, singing to myself, writing thank you cards, sad moments, accidents, packing up letters and gifts to send friends in the post, texts, planning trips, work, laughs, Seth Rogen, the office, my room. full stop.