i'm with you

while i write this post, i am listening to home- by Edward Sharpe and the magnetic zeros...over and over.....and over. i am in love.

so today started off with me getting out of bed at 8.45am. getting dressed, trying to sort out my hair---i have really bad bed hair in the morning...does that mean i sleep well..or not? anyway, went downstairs and grabbed the sunday paper, got up to date with the days news, eat some frosted cereal of some sort, went to work. then we had a group team brief at the start of the working day. got on to the subject of a dictaphone...one of my colleagues didn't know what that was. i made the stupid mistake of saying something like, 'ah you know, 'captain's log..stardate...'' before i could even finish i had loads of people starring at me, and a couple of nerdy guys laughing...man, i am an idiot.

work went quite fast...and before i knew it i looked down at my watch, (which has now been replaced with a new one...a star wars lego watch) to see that it was time to go.

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i had an odd dream about a guy i work with last night. its really hard to remember, but i felt really kinda..in love...and happy. weird.

you guys are awesome. love you all. xx

adventure wanted

arrrggggghhhhhh.

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ok. work is kinda crazy at the moment, you can't do right for doing wrong...and that sucks. you know when you all band together, and you try so hard to get everything done, and done right..and you all think its alright...but then your boss comes in, and its ALL WRONG. so that means you all have to come in and do more really late shifts, and do more work so you can then be told its wrong. hopefully work will get better. everyones stressed. which, it probably why everyone is feeling like this. i do feel that i live at work at the moment. i need something creative to help my head. need to write more letters, send more packages to far-away-friends, i need to take more photos, watch more movies, listen to more music, just get out and be free for a bit.

ahhh this post sucks. i want the normal me back.

"A daft old man who stole a magic box and ran away."

i have not been feeling very well recently. feeling sick and all that jazz. not good. i am hoping to go back to work tomorrow after a couple of days off. i have been getting lots of mail from far away friends over the past couple of days, which has brought a smile to my face. i thank you guys alot. other than being curled up in bed, i have been watching doctor who, writing letters/replies to friends, drinking so much water, and reading...so much reading.its not until you slow down you realise things. i really don't have much time at the moment, my life revolves around work...and i don't think that's a good thing.

2010

so its 2011.

new years eve was spent playing board games, eating yummy food, drinking lemonade, nearly using up my last polaroid film on my family being..well my family, and when it hit 12 running to the back door to let the old year out and then going to the front door to let the new year in, and then watching some fireworks from down the street.

new year. it makes me think back over the last year, and what adventures i got up to.

i look forward to this years adventures.

this blog is so special to me because i have made so many awesome friends because of it. love you all.