i wish i was a pot ledom

it feels like winter now. having to get up at 5am to get ready for work, and then to start at 6am...makes it feel very winter-like. its dark....i feel half asleep. plus, its really cold at the moment. i know in my house we have always been put another jumper or cardigan on instead of turning up the heating...but its ever so cold. i feel my nose turning to ice as i write this.

recently i have mostly been going to work, coming home and watching programmes wrapped up in a giant blanket while drinking so much tea. my parents drink many many many cups of tea, therefore i am ending up drinking alot too. well, i also got my first egg nog latte of the season yesterday from starbucks. oh i love it so much.

i have been watching the new series of America's next top model...or all stars, as the new series has been called. last week they had to make up songs. i am in love with Allison's song. like, seriously, its on replete all day long! and its only 48secs long. its brilliant, plus its so catchy you end up singing it all day. i love Allison. i always wanted her to win her cycle.

off to wrap up in bed for a bit and watch a movie...maybe eagle vs shark, as i was gonna watch that the other day but didn't get round to it. off out tonight to see one of my best friends for a catch up, which will be lovely.

across the universe...

i honestly think i just had the best weekend ever. i will write more about it when i have the time, as i really should go to sleep now as i have work super early in the morning. but it was just the best. dancing to crazy star trek and doctor who songs, meeting wonderful people, getting hugs, laughing so much, dressing up, having photos taking, dancing...so much dancing, meeting people i used to watch on telly when i was younger, the last 4 days have been wonderful. i feel happy. i hope you are all happy too.

"I never do"

I have just eaten banana custard. i wish it had been fish custard though.

currently watching firefly over and over. getting ready for Hallowhedon next week. my costumes are sorted, i am going as Sally from the nightmare before Christmas..and for the wild west party i am going as a Indian. and i am hopefully making a firefly t-shirt for the last party. i really need to start sorting bits and pieces out, and start packing.

i have been talking to a few fans going next weekend, and i am getting really excited now.

i have sparkly gold nails, and a giant smile on my face...it doesn't happen very often...but life feels right.

red sky at night

i really like taking photos of the sky. its something about the colours on either a wonderful or dark night. the way the light can change in just a few minutes. i guess life is a little like that too.

in other news, i am sure you have read on Lina's blog that shes coming to visit me in January. its official, she has brought her plane ticket! i am going to show her around London and other places, and then we are going to go to Paris..which should be so much fun. i cannot wait to meet her! Paris will be lovely, as i really want to go to some art galleries and get some macaroons, and maybe even go up the Eiffel Tower again. its pretty scary...but still awesome.

life feels like i am standing still at the moment. i have started questioning my life and what i want out of it. part of me wants to go with the flow, however, i do have a few ideas of things i feel i want/need to do.

other news, i am trying to come up with some ideas for Halloween costumes...and failing quite a lot. any ideas? i am going to a Joss Wheadon convention at Halloween, which is gonna be held in a hotel, so its a proper geek-fest-convention. i have never been to one like that before, so that should be an adventure.

also...i am obsessed with twitter. i can't help it. i may need help soon.

that's where you belong

today has been one of those days. blah. i don't really know where to start. maybe the beginning would be a good idea. ok, so woke up this morning like any other. i had such a giant headache, i felt so sick. went downstairs to find my dad sitting on the sofa with the same problem. only to hear that mum went to work with a really bad headache. this is weird.

ok, so anyway day goes on (no work today, day off), i then check this forum thingy to see if there are any updates on my convention in October, to then read a post that said a HUGE guest would be announced tonight at 7pm...the words huge were in caps and were in bold, so i knew this was gonna be big. so many ideas, and rumours had been going around in my head. there had been alot said about a giant doctor who guest, like Billie, or Christopher, or David or Matt. anyway day goes on, head doesn't get better even though i have taken medicine.

i sorted my phone out so i can get email on it, because i was getting fed up of keep logging in and checking to see if i got my pottermore email. and then it happened. there was a beep noise on my phone, and i thought to myself for a spilt second "that's my pottermore email"...and then thought, "nah, its not", so went back to doing what i was doing. about 32mins later, i checked my email to find i did in fact have my pottermore email. then i ran to the computer, logged on...and wow...pottermore is so pretty. got my wand. got a house. i was super scared about being sorted after J.K.Rowling talks to you about it. but i ended up being ravenclaw. i kinda love it. its perfect. so its 6.55pm, and i turn to my dad and say..."omg, who is this guest gonna be" he says he knows who its gonna be, but wont tell me, and he also tells me not to get excited. so i go upstairs to the computer to find out...the walk up the stairs seems like mega long, so long. log on to the website, it crashes..i think, damn...its a sign. get on to the page, and i see David Tennant's name staring back at me. my mouth kinda drops...i stare at it for a few seconds..then click the link. and hes only going Sunday...and i am going Saturday. its David Tennant...so i am going both days now. i have to. hes my all time favorite.

i have to go.

i just have to.

his autograph is like £45...i think that's far too much. I would rather spend £35 on a photo shoot (which i have), plus i already have his autograph, and at least i get to meet him..and touch him..maybe get a hug. to be honest, i feel like crying a little. its insane. i am so sorry about this stupid post.
also..i still have a headache.

outside

i love making packages to send to my blogging friends.

so today i met up with my awesome friend Charlotte. i had to get a few more little presents for my sisters birthday next week, and as i had the day off, and she did as well, we hung out.it was really nice. i got little gifts for my sister Victoria, and we also looked at local art as well. some of the art was really interesting, other pieces really didn't make me feel anything. we then went for lunch in the local pub. there are lots of books in this pub, and its nice to just grab one and flick though and see what random book you can find.afterwards we went back to Charlotte's cute little flat in town where we watched scary movies with the curtains drawn...and it was like daylight outside. she has the cutest flat, which she shares with her boyfriend...its so awesome, and makes me want to move out even more...just wish i had the money to do so.

on my way

i had both drinks at lunch today...because i can.

the UK isn't a happy place at the moment. so much is going on. its alot to take. all i seem to be doing is watching the news. and worrying a little, as there has been lots of rumours about things that might be happening where i live. arghh, it horrible. went out to dinner tonight with friends, and it as really nice to just chill out and have a laugh. had a giant ice cream...which was the best. and met one of my friends new boyfriend, who seems really lovely. random chats about old times, and times to come were had.

till the end

i went to my godparents bbq yesterday. it was really fun..although, it would have been even better if the sun had come out just a little bit more, like today. my godfather had the coolest birthday cake, he had lots of star wars cupcakes. i like going to my godparents parties because i am always referred to as 'the artist'...and people also always go on about how i was a bridesmaid at my godparents wedding when i was super little. its quite funny. FINALLY went to see harry potter tonight. yeah, i loved it...and hated it at the same time. i just think its because its the last one..and its over now. a few little bits annoyed me, but i think most people feel the same. it was still brilliant. i love matthew lewis even more now than i did before.

i wanna

so today was good. i am enjoying having two days off in a row. chilled out in the morning, eating cereal in bed while watching the 3rd harry potter movie, finishing writing letters, making lists, planning meet ups with friends and then watching starship again. nan and gdad nipped round for a cup of tea and a chat, which was really nice. then went into town in the afternoon, sent mail to friends, got birthday presents for friends, saw a beautiful green dress that i really wanted...but i couldn't get, as i need to save money. oh it was so beautiful...like really beautiful.

stupid computer

Ok, so 6 days ago my computer stopped working when i wanted to post that i was going to Glastonbury...so i couldn't do it. which, made me sad. although i had a super-duper awesome time. the weather went from rain and mud--getting stuck in the mud, feeling so very cold from the rain to the sun and the heat---burning my nose/face and feeling the sun shinning down on me. i will post of my adventures very soon when i have a little time.

i miss the field....and i miss my friends.

with your heart

this little fellow was a present from my friend Ben. he went to Brighton, and went to the Lego shop...therefore got me a gift. i love Lego. so went out with my guy friends on Saturday night, ah it was awesome. i love having guy friends. normally there is no drama and they come as they are. went to Canterbury with my sister yesterday. after we gave dad his father's dad presents of t-rex vinyl, (the story of this record seemed to go on and on and on and on...), guitar ice cube maker, socks (of course!!), a queen cd, and sweets we went out for the day. it was really nice, although the weather wasn't. i am off to finish packing! :)

again

the weather keeps changing----its so annoying!!! i want it to be dry for Glastonbury next week, but it keeps getting dark and raining...and then the sun comes out. crazy stuff.i got some post today. i got a package from jane, and it had late birthday presents!! :) i got an amazing moose stamp, ink, and a super cute notebook! plus, the wrapping paper is super-duper cute.

also, me and lina are asking for any photo ideas for our blog here--and--there. hope you can help us out! :)

currently watching: Katy perry's video for last friday night (T.G.I.F) on repeat---(i love Darren's cameo), making packages to send to far away people, writing lists, re-watching that 70's show from the start, and packing.

also!!!---i am on holiday now! for 2 whole weeks!!!! i cannot believe it! :) i just need some chill out time. working a whole week full time with no days off this week had nearly killed me! yay for a lay in tomorrow, getting up late, and staying in my pjs for most of the day.

smile

thank you very much for all your kind wishes. i am feeling alot better today, tea and hot ribena are helping. just this stupid cough...its so annoying. went out for lunch with my mum and sister, which was rather nice. and we also went shopping. normally we never have the same time off, so it was awesome to hang out. i got a very cute bird dress, along with a few other bits and pieces. plus, i got my sunglasses i have been waiting ages for...(damn me not being able to see, so the need for prescription sunglasses...haha).i am really looking forward to glastonbury...not long now. i just cannot wait to be on the hill listening to music with my best friends. just hope that weather will be lovely.ps, i really want an owl tattoo...i don't think i could get one done though. i change my mind to much to have a tattoo.

doodle much?

ALL I WANT TO DO IS STAY UP REALLY LATE AND DRAW PICTURES.

...but i can't, as i have to get up at 4.30am for work.

life and such

LIFE

got work super early tomorrow...blah. however going to a bbq in the afternoon. should be fun. also looking forward to hanging out with my nerdy friends while watching the last episode of the first part of the new series of doctor who...i feel a giant cliffhanger coming on.

UPDATE: sorry i was wrong. my friend told me that it was the last episode of the series, to then turn round to me last night in front of everyone and say, "um, no...thats next week.." yeah, i felt stupid.