you know when you think things are normal and could be going well and it makes you feel a really odd happy feeling deep inside...and then they turn out not to...and you end up rather confused...yeah..thats life at the moment. ah how annoying. 
i need to get back to being that creative person i once was, i feel that i am losing that side of me..and its not a good feeling.
today as felt like one of those normal days, one of those normal days that kinda gets forgotten about way down the line. just a normal everyday kinda day....sometimes normal days are good...but sometimes they just feel bad.
oh dear. i seem to have a cold...a cold in summer!!! how stupid do i feel?? i felt really silly yesterday at work, trying to speak to customers and not even being able to speak! everyone at work was making jokes, in the end it was rather funny, but by the end of the day i really could not speak a word.
currently:---i am getting super excited about Scott pilgrim vs the world coming out at the cinema i have been re-reading my books over and over, like alot! i pre-ordered the final book the other day, and i am counting down the days until i can read it. i heart Scott pilgrim!
i am now off to drink lots of water, eat some super cold ice cream, and watch Shaun of the dead---as one of my friends yelled at me the other day as i have not seen the whole movie...i think it was due to the fact its his favourite movie, and he gets super geeky about how much he loves it, and that he knows all the words to the film, so completely obsessed. hopefully i will enjoy it. zombies and ice cream, what could be better?
hello all...sorry about the giant gap in blogging. i finally have something to blog about. Glastonbury was one of those things that you have to do once in your lifetime, grated i really do wanna do it again. my adventure started with getting the train to my friend Laura's, and then going out for dinner for a fun filled catch up chat about life and its going-ons. then early next morning Laura's friend Andy and his friend Sam, came to pick us up. we then sat in traffic for 6 hours trying to get to the gates. once there, we had to then find a good camping spot...this took a while, after that we had to put up our tent, which was rather easy. 
after the tent was up we went for a wander and caught up with our other friends, which we then found out had camped about 15 tents behind us...which we couldn't believe in such a giant place. one thing i enjoyed about camping, was the fact you were always outside, and you could look at the sky as it changed all day and all night.
one of the greatest things about this wonderful experience was getting to see broken bells. i was one away from the front row..which i still cannot believe, and being able to see James mercer's face sing, in real life, right in front of me, man, its crazy. and something that i don't ever think i will be able to put into words.
during the few days i did lots of other random things. tried so many different types of food, got to experience long-drops, go to a silent disco, go down the rabbit hole--to a dance floor and mini cinema, watched a motorbike show which was crazy scary, drank lots of cider, sat in the sun, danced on the hill, and many of my other adventures can be summed up in these random photos from awesome time at Glastonbury....
hopefully i can get back to normal blogging--ness...hopefully! 
home, home. i am back from my work trip, and i had such an amazing time. i met some pretty awesome people. it feels weird because we would have to get up super early, then go to work, then come back to the hotel, have dinner, stay up really late hanging out with everyone, then going to bed, and then doing the same all over again the next day....it feels weird because i spent so much time with these people, to not be with them now...its odd. i learnt so much and enjoyed my adventure and i am looking forward to the next new store that will be opening up at the end of august, hopefully i will be able to go. living in a hotel for 11 days is a really weird feeling...yeah my stuff was all over the place, but the room never felt like it was mine. 
being home..it feels as if i have been away for months. coming home to my room being painted by my mum was a nice surprise. plus awesome amounts of mail. magazines, letters from friends, bills, doctor who live tickets, and a signed photo from Matt smith....fab stuff. oh i missed doctor who last week, but caught up with that, glee and big brother. i loved the doctor who episode with van gogh, oh it was beautiful and made me cry a little. this weeks 'who' was very funny---my favourite part was Matt running around in a towel and did awesome hair in a mess. James corden was kinda funny too, it was a weird episode. oh and i watched the last episode of glee!!!---oooh i nearly cried so many times, i love it so much. i didn't want it to end. i still love Jesse. i loved it when they sang don't stop believing' again...they all sounded amazing.
it was weird going back to work...i had missed everyone and it was lovely to see everyone again...but i found out yesterday that they wanna send me to waterlooville in a couple of weeks!---and that will be for two weeks...more hotel food!
