We also wandered outside the cathedral where we had our first kiss. It was a lovely evening. I love spring, pretty pastel skies and fresh evenings.
Thursday, 27 March 2014
All the decorations were so cute and very vintage. Lots of bird cages and wonderful flowers. The food was perfect too, and lots of wine.
Saturday, 22 March 2014
Monday, 17 March 2014
The weather is starting to get better now. Which is really good. I love winter and everything that comes with it, but the sun shining makes me so happy. Leaving the house in a hoodie rather than a giant coat, finding my sunglasses, walking along the sea front, all so perfect.
Thursday, 13 March 2014
I think the problem is when I was at school I was quiet. Being quiet in class meant you were classed as super clever. Which I still don't understand. That feeling of dread about going to school in the morning, that feeling you have knots in your stomach, that feeling just waiting to see that person, it's awful.
However, I am strong. I know that. I am happy. I have wonderful friends and family in my life that love me for me. I can be myself now without worrying. My friends celebrate the things I like, my interests, my personality. It's ok to like the things I like. I do think that's something you do take a while to realise. It's taken a few years, but I am happy to be me. When I left school and went to art college I realised it's ok to be different. You don't have to be like everyone else. Art college helped me be the real me. Going to college and seeing everyone's bright personalities out there, meeting new people that could get to know the real you. College was back in 2006, so since then, I have felt better about life. Having my friends Charlotte and Mandy with me, my best friends who always liked me for who I am. Then going to university and meeting friends that will be my friends for the rest of my life, being creative, expressing myself, being me. Meeting all my wonderful friends on the internet. Flying to another country and spending time with my wonderful blogger family, and the fact they like me, the real me. Taking me, the person I am, and excepting me. Meeting my twitter friends with the same love for conventions and Joss Whedon.
Life is crazy, my life has been crazy. I have wonderful people in my life. Some are close to me, and some are far far away, but they will always be close in my heart. I wasn't sure about this post, but I needed to get all this out, and blogging is the only way that seemed right. I am a strong person called Nicola who is happy to be Nicola.
Wednesday, 5 March 2014
Lots has been happening recently;
-I have been doing a lot more art. That's mostly down to a super awesome guy who keeps pushing me to do what I love.
-Pokemon is now on netflix, so that's making my life.
-Myself and David rented DVDs from a really old fashioned video store. It was so creepy, the guy who worked there was creepy, it was great.
-I'm drinking more coffee now. Tea seems to be a distant memory. Not sure how I feel about this. But we shall see.
-A couple of weeks ago I visited the same art gallery 3 times in a week. And each time I looked at the same art, I felt something different. I'm glad my mind can think like that.
-Looking for Marvel Kinder Eggs became my life for a week.
-I finally put my Hogwarts Express Lego set together. It took a few hours. It's beautiful. Only took me a couple of years to get round to.
-One of my best friends had some bad news. She and her family are strong. I hate how I am in these circumstances. I'm trying to be better. All I can do is be there for her. She knows I love her.
-I have been craving adventure. I want a holiday so bad.
-I got paid yesterday and brought a bunch of cards, so far away friends can expect mail. I found some beautiful cards yesterday. I even brought a thank you card for myself because I loved the artwork.
-I have new pjs. They have pizza, hotdogs, fries, burgers, donuts and soda cups on.
-And a shoe shop opened up on my animal crossing game.
And that's what I have been up to recently.