aaaaaaah...sorry...just need to scream for a little bit. ah my head seems to be all over the place at the moment..and i don't know what to say or do. i feel completely empty..with no way out. maybe i miss my old life, maybe i miss my really close friends...or maybe its the fact i am trying so hard to make my life move..but its not working. everyones lives seem to be moving on..and i feel stuck. i am trying my hardest to do something and get on with my life....but its not going anywhere...i still feel like a little kid. sorry for the stupid ramble...i just needed to get it out. i do feel a bit better now. :) after a very very very long wait, i finally got to see adventureland, tonight at the cinema. ah it was amazing. i was a little worried that i had built it up in my head, and it wasn't gonna be as good as i had hoped, but it was better. i really liked the characters, and the tone of the movie. Martin Starr, really stood out for me. i have loved him in so many movies before, but he love mega cute, and rather funny...and his glasses were to die for. Kristen Stewart, of course was amazing, and always brilliant. she oozes coolness...fab!my sister brought me a kinder egg, which was very very lovely of her....my weakness is Kinder eggs!!! hahaha.as i finish typing this, i have been joined by a spider who keeps walking up and down the wall, so he can say hello to me..ah you random little fella you!